Something I haven’t talked about much, other than the occasional post on Facebook, but next April I’m running a marathon.
Some context … I’ve never run a race before. In fact, last year was the first time I ran as an adult and the farthest I ever got was a little over 3 miles (that was yesterday!)
It’s my eldest daughter’s fault. The London Marathon came on and I commented that I’d love to do it. Her reply?
“You can’t. You’re too fat!”
And of course, the rest is history!
I even have the t-shirt and she’s chuffed that she inspired it all. Yes, I’ve counselled her on the perils of being rude and cheeky but right now she’s still at the delighted ‘I did that!’ stage.
Every so often (like, almost every day!) I wonder what on earth I’ve let myself in for. Being me, I of course announced it on Facebook and Twitter (because I knew I’d want to back down by the Monday) so there really is no going back.
So last night I pulled on my running shoes and got myself out there and honestly? It was really hard going. I’m slow and unfit (but slowly getting fitter!) and when I get back, my legs ache.
But while I’m out there, the one thing that keeps me going is the ongoing commentary in my head.
Some mornings it’s delightful to be out in the beautiful fresh air, running alongside the beach, thankful for living in a pretty part of the world and all that jazz.
Other times? I’m grumble and groan almost the whole time!
But you know what I love most? The reminder that popped in my head last night that God loves hearing it all.
I mean, I’m sure that if I were him, I’d prefer hearing the happy, joyful stuff but he just likes hanging out, sweaty and hot and tired and all.
So I got to thinking … what would today be like if we just chatted with him, told him what’s really going on, and actually be real about it all?
What would that look like?